Looking back I still have so many questions
So many things unanswered
Like what did I do?
What could I do?
Was there ever a moment you cared?
Or was I always ugly and abandoned
Remember all the times you wished me harm
You wished me dead
How can I have changed to make it better?
And would I?
I still feel so much hate inside of me
Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
I'm sorry I can't forgive you
Do you blame me?
You never forgave me
I've tried to grow from this
Every day's a new challenge
Because with you, there is just no winning
Like it is not I'm still a part of you
And you're still a part of me
Like it or not
You're still a part of me
So this is how it ends
All the tears, all the blood
It's all been for nothing
As the candle dwindles, then flickers out
In the end