We walk and think and sink and love and fear. We're afraid of earthing. Dizzy. Spinning. Die. Die before it's all through. Fall and hit my head on you. Cut a coat pocket in my heart to save you. Wait. On this corner I am coming. This will be different. I've learned to feel different. Not through capsules. Zipped up my coat. I'm not so cold. Drained my acid mote. I'm not so alone. I know. I left you. In the mountains. I wrote you a letter. But you needed the mountains. And I had to get better. I'm not going to take back. I meant everything. I sleep better, crazy. I think better, sick. Zipped up my coat. I'm not so cold. I drained my acid mote. I'm not so alone.