Yeah. Its how I feel (how I feel) Right. Its only me right? Ha I was 15, a Virginia nigga with ambition Young but I envisioned fucking them bad bitches Live my life with no regrets I try to show respect but you don't give it I guess you don't understand winning It might take me a lifetime to take it back And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts Yeah, just cuz we different don't mean we distant And if you kill a man ain't no way to bring him back Yeah, they say it's mind over matter But what we livin' for, what really matters? Some niggas silver spoons just on a platter And other niggas is doomed just for disaster All alone sleepin' in my bedroom As I wet the sheets momma gon' be dead soon Cuz her man beat her But he don't realize She important to this family like a fuckin' heirloom Yeah, a nigga still found his way out A record deal came, that nigga played out My momma livin good, she takin' days out And sayin' boy all that hard work paid out 500 racks for an hour show [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/how-i-feel-lyrics-chris-brown.html ] But ain't gon never do no 60 minute interview Cause all you wanna do is twist my words up And all I wanna do is flip my birds up Kinda tipsy off that red rum MURDER I'm a singin' ass nigga know you heard of me Every day my clique stuntin' Niggas talkin' down but I'mma make them pick they words up I done said all I had to say what else? Cock suckers low blowin' under my belt Yeah they hangin' from the tip They tryna' get a sip Don't let them get a grip I'm pissin' on them myself 19 a nigga went through a tragedy 3 years a nigga just found a better me Yeah you might find another lover but you always started with Breezy like the letter "B" Nightmares feelin' haunted Thinkin' do I really like this star shit? Ha, Because fame ain't freedom And this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage Now I got a lot of offers Tellin' me to wear they clothes' and wanna be my sponsor, But When a nigga fall off again they be like "off em" And then they gonna smile up in your face just like "awesome" Great, wait, police and a thug cannot relate I guess that's why this war on drugs is the debate So I'mma keep on livin' my life from day to day Learn from my mistakes..