Hurt Lyrics

I hurt myself today, To see if I still feel. I focus on the pain. The only thing that's real.
The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away, But I remember everything.
What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end.
You could have it all, My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
I wear this crown of shit, [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/hurt-lyrics-nine-inch-nails.html ] Upon my liar's chair, Full of broken thoughts. I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time. The feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here.
What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end.
You could have it all, My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
If I could start again, A million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way.