Once upon a time there was a girl
In her early years she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never knew just, where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain, across my mother's face
Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling, I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon
Bruises fade, Father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
And I'm okay
I often wonder why I've carried all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
The echo of a broken child screaming please no more
Daddy don't you understand the damage you have done?
For you it's just a memory but for me it still lives on
Bruises fade, Father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
It's not so easy to forget
All the marks you left along her neck
When I was thrown against old stairs
And everyday afraid to come home
In fear of what I might see next
Bruises fade, Father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love you gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
And I'm okay
Mmm, I'm okay
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varro91
Beautiful song!
Ayshastar97
i cried a lot while listening to it you can hear the pain in voice.its very beautiful.
buse.nemesis
i love this song very much it always makes me cry and she has a beautiful voice...
jasmine1009
this song is excellent it made me so tearfull as it reflects on my life im onky 13 but because of it im in care
Megi_x
this isnt on her 'christina aguilera' album its from her stripped album..
Mel-xO
Poor christina she had such a painful childhood with the cold harsh memorys of her father beating her mum, this song is a lot like her song "Oh Mother" which is on her new album, it goes "Oh mother, be strong now. For all of the tears you have shed. Oh mother, dont look back. coz he'll never hurt you again. so mother, i thank u for all you have done and still do. you got me I GOT YOU together we'll always pull through. such a goergous song tho. lucky christina wont have to deal with that ever again. but she still remembers it and it hurts her.