Its been ten years of investment
Its been one foot in and one out
Its been four days of full of shit
And I feel snuffed out
Its been 33 years of restraining
Of trying to control this tumult
How I did invest in such fantasy
But my nervous system has won out
I feel done
I feel raked over coals
And all that remains is the case
That its a bitch to grow up
Ive repeated this dance ad nauseam
Theres still something to learn that Ive not
I totally see this is divine perfection
But my bones dont feel this perfection
I feel done
I feel raked over coals
And all that remains is the case
That its a bitch to grow up
Ive spent my life hovering above bottom
Thinking I cant survive whats below
But Ive known through the kicking and screaming
That there was no other direction to go
I feel done
I feel raked over coals
And all that remains is the case
That its a bitch to grow up