Kill Myself Lyrics

I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix the fence In my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
I won't leave a note for anyone to find Tomorrow they'll know What I've done here tonight
The drastic steps I've taken Are just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell
I fought, I lied, I drank too much Hurt everyone I've ever touched And just how much I've hurt you, it's hard to tell
This is not some cry for help It's goodbye, I wish you well Because I love you I'm gonna kill myself
Now, who is that in my easy chair Now, wait a minute That's the old me sittin' there
And I thank God, the Devil in me died 'Cause I stand before you, now A man changed and alive
The drastic steps I've taken Were just an act of desperation I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell
I fought, I lied, I drank too much Hurt everyone I've ever touched And just how much I hurt you, it's hard to tell
This is not some cry for help It's goodbye I wish you well Because I love you I had to kill Myself
I'm gonna clean the house I'm gonna fix that fence In my final hours I'm gonna tie up these loose ends