Light Of Some Kind Lyrics

Wish I didn't have this nervous laugh Wish I didn't say half the stuff I say Wish I could just learn to cover my tracks Guess I'm not concerned enough about getting away with it
'Cos every time I try to hold my tongue It slips like a fish from a line They say if you want to play You should learn how to play dumb 'Cos I guess I can't bring myself To waste your time
We both know what I've been doing I've been intentionally bad at lying And you're the only boy I ever let see through me And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying And I hope I never improve my game I would rather have these things weigh on my mind 'Cuz at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame There must be a light of some kind There must be a light of some kind
Musta have blown a fuse or something It was so dark in my mind She came up to me with the sweetest face And she was holding a light of some kind
And I still think of you as my boyfriend I don't think this is the end of the world And maybe you should follow my example And go meet yourself, a really nice girl
'Cos we both know what I've been doing I've been intentionally bad at lying You're the only boy I ever let see through me And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying I hope I never improve my game I would rather have these things weigh on my mind 'Cuz at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame There must be a light of some kind There must be a light of some kind
In the end the world Comes down to just a few people For you it comes down to one But nobody ever asked me If I thought I could be Everything to someone
There's a crowd of people Harbored in every person There are so many roles that we play And you've decided to love me for eternity I'm still deciding Who I want to be today
We both know what I've been doing 'Cos I've been intentionally bad at lying You're the only boy I ever let see through me And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying I hope I never improve my game I would rather have these things weigh on my mind And at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame There must be a light of some kind I want light of some kind I want light of some kind Give me light of some kind Light of some kind