Nervous And Weird Lyrics

You know I want to be the way you want me to Big hearted and tall enough to cover you I would break in half if you said it loud Splinter out of myself just like mercury
I think it's better now than how it used to be You were lying in bed and I would levitate I think it's better here, than where we used to be I wish I could go out into the Oregon sun to be alive in the day
I would smile at everyone I remember you back in 83 you were dressing insane You were my everything, you were so different From all those other girls
A blind Electra in drag so cool and casually lame I think I'm better now than how I used to be Always nervous and weird, scared most of the time I think it's better now than how it used to be
Always up in the night afraid to live in the day afraid of being afraid Now I sit alone when you're not around I read aloud just to hear a friendly voice I see your scary dolls, they always look at me
From the corner of my eyes I see them shake their heads You know I want to be the way you me to Big hearted and tall enough to cover you I wish I could go out just to be alive in the day