Our Perfect Disease Lyrics

I'm a good friend and an excellent lover I can fool myself just like no other person can I'm turning into a twisted man
I haven't got any time for selfless deeds What I do for you is indirectly for me, I'm a stubborn boy There's nothing here that you can break or destroy
Then as I count sheep in my bed A train of worry pulls us through my head
Last night I dreamt I died alone Through all my talk of self-defeat A fearful bomb ticks underneath
Last night I dreamt I died alone From now on I'll curb the cynical speaking It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me
Someone once said I don't have any feelings Well, I think that emotions can be misleading and thinking back I might have nailed the coffin shut with that
As I tend to cry in a room full of laughter Is the cheese finally sliding off of it's cracker? I don't know, I'll just prepare myself to let it go
As I count sheep in my bed A train of worry pulls through my head
Last night I dreamt I died alone Through all my talk of self-defeat A fearful bomb ticks underneath
Last night I dreamt I died alone From now on I'll curb the cynical speaking It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me
Last night I dreamt I died alone And apart from when I lost my virginity I've never been known to frighten easily