Picking Up Pieces Lyrics

I really need to talk with you I keep stepping on the vein That keeps my lifeline flowing thru I wanna be your perfect stick of glue But I don’t feel perfect at all Sad and insecure flaw I find it hard to hold conversation I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away Its not you its strictly me in this situation I’m wondering will it ever go away…just go away sometimes I feel like weeping awake and when I’m sleeping perfecting how to put a game face on this puzzle I’ve been keeping has been in hiding creeping out the closet door spilling out onto the floor How long will I be picking up pieces How long will I be picking up my heart
I’ll be as honest as I feel I’m getting more paranoid and I’m hearing things And they never turn out real It feels like my heart is made of pure steel [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/picking-up-pieces-lyrics-blue-october.html ] It’s just so heavy all the time Yea I’m scared of death And I’m scared of living I gave up on the past cause it’s unforgiving I misplaced my trust I watched my word begin to rust I’m a balloon about to bust I need a place for reliving But sometimes I feel like weeping awake and when I’m sleeping perfecting how to put a game face on this puzzle I’ve been keeping has been in hiding creeping out the closet door spilling out onto the floor How long will I be picking up pieces How long will I be picking up my heart
How long (in another space and time) Will I be picking up pieces in the corner of my mind How long (its getting oh so hard to find) Keep picking up pieces in the corner of my mind But I still walk on