Retarded Dis Figured Clown Lyrics

by Blue October

(Spoken Word)
Learning to love life by living through loss andmistakes,
Lessons Learned then gradually surfacing/
letting go,
stripping naked to scream/
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be/
I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns/
I'm a retarded dis figured clown, dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall/
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will/
Sneaking into the the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm/
Just to feel better.

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