Self Destructor Lyrics

I've been living without a face so I can't face the day The civil war behind my eyes, I'm the only one to blame Take a step back, take a step back, take a step back and run and hide I'm looking for an enemy or a friend from deep inside
My self destruction increases my cred I need to be real and I need to be fed
As broken as an unloved skateboard at the lost and found As tired as a rabid dog waiting at the pound 'Cause I like to live, I like to live and I've got reasons to destroy Try to stand the test of time, my mind is not a toy
My self destruction increases my cred I need to be real and I need to be fed My self destruction so easily led No need to end now, I'm wrecked inside my head Yeah, inside my head, inside my head
Wake up to this self abuse, this trait is not a crime I've seen the way to live with poison everything turns fine Listen up, gotta listen up to the soft words to myself Time to ignore these little voices and pretend I'm someone else
My self destruction increases my cred I need to be real and I need to be fed My self destruction so easily led No need to end now, I'm wrecked in my head Yeah, inside my head, inside my head, my head, yeah, my head
Monitor my intake and I'll document this time Give me something to believe in, give me cheap-arsed wine Self destructor, gripping onto what life there's left to live What's the point in giving up when there's nothing left to give
My self destruction increases my cred No need to end now, I'm wrecked in my head Yeah, inside my head, inside my head Yeah, yeah, inside my head, inside my head Yeah, inside my head, inside my head