Smile Lyrics

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder How it be if he had loved me truly loved me yes I learned a while ago that kind of thing it never happens for me And so I go around and just pretend love is not for me I play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh And they won't see that you never let them see you sweat Don't want them to think the pain runs deep, lord know its killing me
So I put on my make up Put a smile on my face And if anyone ask me everything is ok I'm laughing 'cuz no one Knows the joke is on me 'Cuz I'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my Face on my face singing, la la la, la la, la, la, la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Sometimes I sit at home by the phone Hopin' he might call me but he don't call me But then I realize dreams come true aren't for girls Like me not like me, and So I go around with my head up Like it ain't nothing and when The boys around with all my friends I'm into other things 'cuz you Never let them see you sweat don't want them To think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing me
So I put on my make up Put a smile on my face And if anyone ask me everything is ok I'm laughing 'cuz no one Knows the joke is on me 'Cuz I'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my Face on my face oh
Its not easy thing to do Sometimes its hard to face the truth Its not the life that I would choose But what else can I do if he don't love me no If he don't want me I'm not about to sit around Let myself go
So I put on my make up Put a smile on my face And if anyone ask me everything is ok I'm laughing 'cuz no one Knows the joke is on me 'Cuz I'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my Face on my face singing La, la, la La, la, la La, la, la ...