My frustration caused the callous
Turned my senses into spite
My perception with no conscience
Made the fear seem almost right
I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm f**king ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's f**king gone
Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I?
I can't even recognize myself
I turned into what destroyed it
Drown the truth out until it all makes sense again
I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm f**king ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's f**king gone
Take my f**king conscience from me
Try to save me from myself
Turn my f**king thoughts against me
Now my ways will be dissolved