The Line Begins To Blur Lyrics

There are things that I said I would never do There are fears that I cannot believe have come true For my soul is too sick and too little and too late And myself, I have grown too weary to hate
The more I stay in here, the more it's not so clear The more I stay in here, the more I disappear As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure, the line begins to blur
Is there somebody on top of me? I don't know, I don't know Isn't anybody stopping me? I don't know, I don't know I won't try and hold my breath, I don't know, I don't know Just how far down can I go? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
As I lie here and still, the fabric starts to tear It's far beyond repair and I don't really care As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure, the line begins to blur